The purpose-plot

Today, once more, I take my pen in hand,
place motivated fingers on the keys,
with purpose, plot out changes I have planned.

As though the map of future in my hand,
I track the reasoned route before it flees,
as, once more, I take my pen in hand.

Revisions I have thought would make life grand,
based on the ups and downs of memories;
with purpose, plot out changes I have planned.

proposing my own change, not a demand,
I contemplate a life forthright and free,
today, as I, once more, take pen in hand.

I plan a year when I would take my stand,
uncurbed by indecision plaguing me,
with goal, direct the changes I have planned.

With forethought fueled by aim to understand,
why past attempts unsatisfactory,
with resolutions, take my pen in hand,
the purpose--plot out changes, best now, planned.